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28.2.12

wim wenders presents the dresden peace prize to james nachtwey


James Nachtwey was awarded the Dresden International Peace Prize on Feb. 11.
The remarks delivered by Wim Wenders, below in full, touched on this image from 1984, of the Army evacuating wounded soldiers from a village football field in El Salvador.


If a war photographer is awarded a Peace Prize, furthermore in a city once devastated by a war, then he must be a very special person and a truly extraordinary photographer. And he must have something to oppose to war.

For it is the nature of war to engage and take in everything, to occupy and appropriate, without exception. Which war film, for example, isn’t, deep down, a glorification of war, even against better judgment, and often even in spite of the best intentions?

And: It is in the very nature of images to represent what they depict. “What you see is what you get.” That’s exactly what makes them so very powerful. It’s almost like trying to square the circle if you want to dissociate yourself from what an image presents and conveys, let alone try and tell the opposite of what it shows.

War is a huge, infernal industry, the largest one on this planet. It seems presumptuous for one man to attempt to stand in the way of this machinery. Once war has broken out, everything spirals out of control almost immediately, turning even the armies and the soldiers who fight in it into helpless onlookers, victims of their own hubris. Who would dare then to oppose it and put it into perspective with mere… photographs. Who would seriously deploy cameras against tanks?

Just make the effort and visualize it for yourself! After all, almost all of us take pictures today. Even your cell phones don’t come without a camera any more. Or perhaps you have one of those small, convenient digital devices. Or you may even own some professional equipment… Just imagine going to war with that! And imagine doing so just to take a picture to undeceive the entire world and tell them what’s going on there. Yes: a photo that would influence the outcome of the war or even end it! Right. That would be sheer madness!

All right then, imagine just this: You want to change the life of ONE person with a photograph. That alone is an enormous challenge, if you think about it. The short moment when you look through the viewfinder or at the tiny display, as you point the camera at something, and finally press the shutter button… that second is supposed to achieve something, to capture something and thus captivate, and thereby move somebody, or more so: even shake up the world?

How can that be possible? Who do you have to be to attempt such a thing? How… would you possibly go about it?!

James Nachtwey’s images give us an accurate idea of how he “goes about it,” in the true sense of the word: where others “just want to get out of here,” that’s where he goes. He travels, in principle, in the direction of places that other people are only desperately leaving from, or have already left in a hurry, or can’t leave anymore.

It is with that first movement that he’s already opposing war: With himself. With his safety, his life, his affection, his conviction. All of the above are captured in his images.

“Wait a minute!” you may object. “Perhaps he gets a kick out of this going-to-war thing, or maybe he is some kind of thrill-seeking tourist. After all, there are people who climb up skyscrapers or walk tightropes at dizzy heights or hurl themselves out of planes or jump off bridges—things which none of us would do, but which a few others apparently like to do. Couldn’t Nachtwey be one of those?”

If he were, he surely wouldn’t win a Peace Award, he would just win some medal as an action hero. This James Nachtwey may have the same first name, but he certainly isn’t a James Bond type. Who is he then?

I don’t think you have to know a photographer’s biography to understand who he is. That’s what he shows us in each of his pictures. Each photograph contains a second one, invisible at first, that doesn’t reveal itself immediately. It’s a “reverse angle,” if you will, a “counter-shot.” That reminds us that taking photos is also called “to shoot pictures”… Yes, the camera is shooting back, is literally “backfiring!” The eye that looks through the lens is also reflected on the photo itself. It leaves a faint, sometimes shadowy trace of the photographer, something between a silhouette and an engraving, an “image” not of his features, but of his heart, his soul, his mind, his spirits. Let’s stay with the first and simple word for a moment, “the heart.”

The heart is the real light-sensitive medium here, not the film nor the digital sensor. It is the heart that sees an image and wants to capture it. The eye lets the light in, sure, which is why we also call it a “lens,” but it doesn’t “depict the image,” it doesn’t “depict” anything. Nor does the retina nor the nerve cords that transmit the information. The “image” is created “within.”

There, it is matched with many other signals that are coming in at the same time. Some of these are related to formal or aesthetic criteria, like to composition, focus and contrast, or to the overall impression and to details. Other signals are of an ethical or moral nature. What’s going on here? What’s happening to the people in front of my camera? What does their dignity consist of? Or rather: what is violating that dignity? What is that image telling us? Which history leads to this moment, and what continuation does it suggest? How do I react to it as the one who is seeing it, as the witness with the camera? Am I sure I’m free of prejudices or, worse, cynicism? What is it about this image that touches me? Do I have the right to show it to others? How will it affect other people? Could what I see be possibly misinterpreted? How can I prevent that from happening? Would it help if I took a step forward or to the side? If I stepped back a little more? If I left this or that out of the frame?

There are a thousand signals and messages arriving simultaneously, all of which have to be processed within a fraction of a second. The hands are already part of the thought process as they correct the frame, the finger already knows what’s coming and presses the shutter button.

What I’m trying to say is: The photograph that’s just being created includes all of these thoughts, processes them as another kind of light, “an inner light,” depicts them and “contains them” at the same time that it deals with “the outer light” and the outer events, thus producing next to the objective picture the invisible portrait of the photographer himself, that “counter-shot” I mentioned earlier.

And all of this isn’t happening at a birthday party, or on a football field, or at a rock concert, but in a war. Everything is raw, tense, loud, cruel, out of control, insane, incredible, awful, unfair, perfidious… But that’s exactly why the photographer has to be just as precise, quick, careful, considerate and dependable as if he were at a wedding or on a red carpet. No, that’s not true: he has to be even more precise, quicker, more careful, more considerate and more dependable. In war, often enough, you don’t get a second chance.

The photographs exhibited in the Dresden Museum of Military History represent a small selection of the many pictures that James Nachtwey has taken in over thirty years as a traveler and documentarian. They were taken in Afghanistan, in the Balkans, in Rwanda, Chechenya, Darfur, at Ground Zero in New York and in Iraq. This list could easily be extended to include images from Sudan, from Northern Ireland, from Romania, and so on, and so on.

James Nachtwey was in “The Heart of Darkness,” to quote the title of Joseph Conrad’s famous novel. If ever someone actually was there, it’s him! One might think that this darkness shows through, that its grim, depressing reflection makes its way through the photographer’s eye, weighing down his heart, his soul, his mind, his spirit.

And indeed, very often that’s exactly what we feel watching TV documentaries, or seeing newspaper or magazine images: that the atrocities we see depicted have hardened the photographer’s or cameraman’s heart. We can often tell that he was already looking the other way while he was taking the picture, was already done with all that death, starvation and fear around him, was only thinking about himself, his own salvation from all this hell, was no longer really WITH the subjects in front of his camera, and no longer really willing to watch death at work. Taking a picture can be a form of no longer wanting to see.

In all of James Nachtwey’s images we can also perceive (at the same time, in that reverse angle) that he didn’t want to look the other way, that he wanted to endure the sight and watch exactly what was standing or lying there before him, that he knew he owed it to the people, the dead, the starving, the sick, the entire situation in front of his camera, that he’d see and show it as exactly as possible, wide awake and with wide open eyes.

If someone’s dignity has been violated James Nachtwey doesn’t violate it a second time, as a voyeur would—but he makes an effort to restore it. (Oh yes, photographs can do both!)

Now, am I just making this up, or do I have something to back up my impressions?

I believe that all we really have to do is take a closer look. All we have to do is train our eyes to see not just the PHOTOGRAPH itself, but the ATTITUDE of the eye and the heart that took it.

Every look represents a certain attitude or state of mind, your gaze just as well, at any given time. Interest, boredom, disgust, indifference, sorrow, love, surprise, curiosity, hatred, cynicism, affection, respect, aversion, exhaustion, frustration…whatever guides our eyes is depicted along with the subject when a camera is lifted to the eye. There is no picture that wasn’t taken with an attitude of some kind or other.

And nowhere is this more necessary than when you stare death in the face, when you’re confronted with violence, despair, the abyss, the darkness. You can make out and decipher in each and every one of his photographs the attitude of James Nachtwey. It is no secret.

I’m just picking an image of his from this exhibition that at first glance isn’t all that “warlike”: Three children, little girls, are standing behind a tree. They’re covering their eyes with their hands. Some distance away a helicopter is landing or lifting off, clouds of dust swirling around. We immediately recognize these helicopters. There are usually guns protruding from the fuselage, and indeed, there they are. These roaring bumblebees are bringing troops, weapons, bombs… in short, war from above, out of the blue, and just as quickly as they came, they’re gone. You immediately hear the “Ride of the Valkyries” from Apocalypse Now.

The children are everything but Valkyries. Their colorful clothes, the slippers on their feet, or the little one’s innocent best Sunday shoes and socks, all tell us how ill-prepared they are for what is coming their way, inevitably, or what is leaving them behind, possibly, like astronauts would arrive or leave on a distant planet. A few moments ago the girls were scampering around, laughing, without a care in the world…and then came the invasion of the foreign gods.

The photograph invokes what may happen next or what might just have happened. Whichever the case, these children will remember this moment as long as they live. The caption that I’m turning to, after I have tried to decode the picture myself for a long time, says: “El Salvador, 1984. The army evacuates wounded soldiers from a village football field.” Well, this explains it a bit.

Still the message of any photograph is only the photograph itself. In museums, you might have noticed, many people pounce on to the caption, before they even look at the picture. It’s as if they were trying to protect themselves from the image. Reading creates distance, you’re not really concerned any more, the information lets you stand above the things that might otherwise trouble you.

I ask you urgently: First read the photographs closely, also here, in this extraordinary Museum of Military History. Then you will realize, in the case of this picture we just looked at: There’s a lot of tenderness in it! This photo was taken by someone who was more interested in the children than in the troops and their business. It’s not a subject you would expect to see in a picture taken by someone who went there to photograph the war. To see (or find) this, you have to be on the children’s side. You can’t cover your own face with your hands and try to protect the lens of your camera from the dust. You have to do the opposite: open your eyes wide and risk the dusk in your face and your lens.

I’ll move on to another image, almost the opposite to the one before. The Balkan Wars.

A serbian infantry attack near the village of Rahic, outside Brcko, was succesfully repulsed by Bosnian forces. The Serbs who where killed in action were collected from the battlefield and taken behind Bosnian lines. They were dumped in a farmyard, identified, and returned to their comrades the following day.

It shows a truck unloading its horrific cargo: dead bodies are sliding down from the bed. The driver is leaning out of the window of his truck so he can see where he is dumping his load of dead men. Among the bodies there is a wheelbarrow, in a moments it will also come crashing down… The dead are all fully dressed. The way they’re sliding down the tilted surface, with their heads dangling, shows that rigor mortis hasn’t set in yet.

A hand is held up in the foreground, partially covering the lens. We see the palm of the hand, the thumb pointing down. This is the right hand of a man who is standing with his back to the photographer. This isn’t someone trying to stop the photographer from taking pictures; he’s just motioning with his hand to direct the truck driver to the pit that we know must be there, just outside the photo… The most horrifying thing about this scene is that it feels just like an everyday building site.

Do we even want to know which war this is?

Yes! The caption explains it: “Bosnia and Herzegovina. The Bosnian army has successfully held off a Serbian infantry attack near the village of Rahic. The bodies of Serbian soldiers who fell in the battles have been brought from the battlefield behind the Bosnian lines on a truck…”

James Nachtwey is extremely precise. He is a witness, (the word “eye witness” is fitting more than ever) and he takes this responsibility very seriously. He is someone who not only wants to describe what he has just saw, but also wants to record it with words as precisely as possible so that it can be used as evidence.

We can see that the image wasn’t taken at eye level. The photographer didn’t look through the lens, it was “shot from the hip,” so to speak. As quick as a flash, before the man who raised his hand could turn around. If he had turned around, the image would have been a completely different one, in fact, might have become impossible.

As with most of Nachtwey’s photographs, the lens is a slight wide-angle. With such a lens, the photographer has to be right where it’s happening. To be able to take photos such as this, you have to get close to the scene. You can’t just easily zoom in from a distance. The photographer himself has no distance, he is there. And therefore we are, too, no matter if we are sitting in our living room, stand in a museum, or hold a book or a magazine in our hands.

These are pictures by someone who has a strong desire for justice in the face of the horror unfolding right before his eyes, someone who puts a lot on the line for this. Even if the photo is being taken within the fraction of a second by lifting the camera just a little more—he still instinctively finds the right angle at the same time, as if his hands were able to see…With all his senses he is present! With his body and his mind and his heart he really is where his photo takes place! The picture is a part of his own existence.


A woman who had ventured out to buy supplies was killed by a mortar shell. Her neighbor discovered her lying in the street.

Or let us look at a third image taken during the Chechen War in the mid-nineties. A village road, a singed wooden barn in the foreground. On the snow-covered road in front of it lies a dead woman, wearing a simple winter coat. Beside her on the ground, a purse. We see the sneakers and her thick socks, her left foot strangely and unnaturally twisted. Is it broken, was she shot at?

Around the corner comes another elderly woman, cautiously, almost looking at the sight with curiosity, “the neighbor,” as the caption tells us, a peasant scar wrapped around her head. She stops in her tracks and stares at the frozen body in the snow. You can almost see her thought: “That could be myself lying there!” There’s a hint of surprise in her stopping short, looking at the scene. The simple, one-story houses in the background bear witness to the place’s poverty. There are shingles missing, or is that damage caused by the war, too?

Actually, we can’t help thinking or perhaps it’s more of a vague feeling than a conscious thought: this photo is “just altogether impossible!” There’s something about it that we can’t quite get into our heads. In a movie, OK, we could accept a scene like this… And then we realize what it is that we think is so “impossible” about it: it’s the fact that the photographer was present that he was part of it, at this very place, that he captured the neighbor right at the moment of recognition, as if she were all alone at the scene, as if there couldn’t possibly be another person with a camera who’s not only watching, but creating evidence of the moment as well.

We are totally at a loss to explain the photographer’s attendance here. How could he make himself invisible like this? Unless he wasn’t there as a photographer in the first place, rather as someone who had just rushed to the scene as well, a fellow human being who was just as shocked, just as astounded… Someone who has become so much as one with his camera, that it indeed has become invisible to other people.

I’m also beginning to catch a glimpse of something else in each of the three images that I just instinctively picked out, almost arbitrarily: I can’t quite put the finger on it, but it seems to me that in these pictures the photographer doesn’t just see for himself! And this is something you can not at all take for granted!

Actually, the act of photographing is a very lonely job. You are mostly left to your own devices, especially when war is raging around you or hunger and death are haunting the land. But these photographs here all have one thing in common, an “attitude,” a point of view, the photographer’s awareness—whatever we call it—of standing where he is for others, of seeing on behalf of others, of exposing himself, and of giving testimony, for others.

Who are these “others” on whose behalf James Nachtwey goes to war, so to speak? Are they just the subjects of his photos, the starving, the dying, the dead, the perpetrators, the sick, the injured, the sufferers, the horrified? Or don’t these “others” also include us, the viewers, the very moment we begin to get involved with one of his images? When he makes himself a witness, and stands by this task, doesn’t he call us to the witness box as well?

If this is indeed the case, then James Nachtwey creates a community between the subjects of his photographs and us, a community that we can’t get out of so easily. He turns us into one humanity, not more and not less: Common humanity. The word “compassion” takes on its original meaning. (In German it literally means “sharing the suffering.”) It doesn’t connote condescension or “pity,” “the pitying smile,” but real empathy, when the suffering of others becomes ours as well.

Nachtwey manages to see things on behalf of both sides of humanity, the victims and the viewers, because his work is not only directed AGAINST something, against war, arbitrary violence, injustice or inequality, it is, above all, intended FOR (and dedicated to) the people he encounters in wars and in suffering, as well as for us.

I am aware that the word I’m going to use is somewhat antiquated, and it’s probably difficult to translate. This man is a “Menschenfreund,” a lover of humanity, and therefore an enemy of war.

And when he goes right to the heart of the war he does so on behalf of us, in order to force us to look closely, but also on behalf of the victims, as the eye-witness who wants to testify in their favor and belie war and its propaganda.

Maybe James Nachtwey is not just a photographer, but has a lot of professions.

He is also sociologist who doesn’t just dutifully record the phenomena and symptoms, but who wants to understand what caused them; a minister who knows that it is not consoling that gives consolation, but most of all being there for someone else; an archeologist who doesn’t just hastily burrow down into the dirt, but who carefully uncovers stone by stone; a poet who knows that he must never name things in plain words, but only invoke them in the reader; a philosopher who’d rather encourage people to think for themselves instead of self-righteously doing the thinking for them; a teacher who commands our respect because he respects everyone, including himself; a gardener who knows that you have to get to the roots when you want to pull out the weeds; a surgeon who knows that it won’t do just to operate on the fractures, but that you have to lay bare the trauma inside.

In short: a man who is able to look life and death in the eye, not because he is more courageous than we are, but because he lets himself get carried by all of those for whom he does it.

And because James Nachtwey is all of the above, because he has never stopped believing that there is reason behind his work, because he has never stopped believing that his images have their greatest possible effect only if the eye and the heart behind them have an unfailing faith in humanity and its ability for compassion.

For all of these reasons and many more we should stop calling him a “war photographer.” Instead, look upon him as a man of peace, a man whose longing for peace makes him go to war and expose himself… in order to make peace. He hates war with a passion, and loves mankind with even more of a passion.

I can’t think of anyone who would deserve this award, in this city of Dresden more than James Nachtwey.

Wim Wenders

Feb. 11, 2012

8.11.10

比較文學 之 自己吹自己:我真係幾聰明㗎。

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﹣﹣因為人類把時間當成直線來掌握。在長長直直的捧子上畫上刻度一樣。好比這邊是前面的未來,這邊是後面的過去,現在則在這一點上。這樣你明白嗎?
﹣﹣大概。
﹣﹣不過實際上時間並不是直線。不是任何形狀。在所有意義上都是不具有形狀的東西。不過我們對沒有形狀的東西很難想像,所以為了方便而把那當直線來認識。能夠做這種觀念轉換的,目前只有人而已。

村上春樹 1Q84 book3 Page 50




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時間不是一條線。

把時間形容成一條長河,是錯誤的比喻。
這個比喻令人以為時間是線性的:有始有終、由A流向B、今天之後是明天,回頭看過去則是昨天……

時間,其實,是一舊塵。

如果硬要以〔線〕的觀念來比喻時間,那麼:
時間是不知多少條蠶絲糾結成的一團混沌﹣﹣像床下底找到的一團塵垢。
絲線相互交織,分不開這條那條。
不知多少條絲線,每條都是一個宇宙﹣﹣不知多少個宇宙,構成時間。
時間是一個複合體。
這就是平行宇宙。

Parallel Universe Chronicle #000


7.11.07

Whodunwhat?


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《殺戮之病》一開始便是《終章》:
連續殺人犯蒲生稔行凶時當場被捕,在場的目擊者還有退休幹探樋口、一直懷疑自己兒子就是犯人的蒲生雅子。蒲生稔對所犯凶殘暴行直認不諱。名符其實斷正,案情至此無可爭議。

然後,restart。
把結果說在前頭的敘事遊戲如今可能司空見慣﹣﹣四字成語說是這樣說,不過其實也不怎麼「見慣」,起碼《殺戮之病》92年出版至今還未見過玩這個把戲玩得更出色的後來者。

我孫子武丸分別利用蒲生雅子/樋口/蒲生稔三個角色的敘事角度,把這宗情節凶殘的連續殺人事件從頭交待﹣﹣蒲生雅子為何懷疑自己的兒子/樋口怎樣捲入事件/蒲生稔的行凶動機和作案過程交待清清楚楚﹣﹣我孫子武丸對於蒲生稔支解女屍的描述,鉅細無遺得接近病態,讀者也因此更確定兇手絕非其他人。

推理小說三大懸疑:Whodunnit、Howdunnit、Whydunnit一開始便揭穿,還有甚麼可看?

讀了一半我開始以為自己在重讀《模仿犯》。
宮部美幸這部名作通過眾多登場人物(殺人犯/涉案者/證人/倖存者/受害人遺屬/探員/記者/犯人家屬/市民)自身的故事,述說連續殺人案背後的社會性(殺人案變成奇觀、 犯罪心態、慘案倖存者又怎樣怎樣),這種幾乎像「真實案件/報導文學/non-fiction」+磚頭般厚的作品我看一本都吃力﹣﹣我以後怕咗佢。

但﹣﹣
我孫子武丸明明是新本格派推理小說大將,從來不是社會派。新本格派賣的是詭計,讀者最大的快樂,是與作者鬥智(其實是「享受如何被作者騙到」),因此我有足夠理由期望作者利用「社會派推理小說」這件外衣,暗藏新本格派的迷陣。(我少不免一邊讀一邊擔心:萬一我孫子武丸名大於實﹣﹣萬一本書爛尾﹣﹣萬一萬一……)

結果在「蒲生稔真的是兇手」這個條件之下,我孫子武丸表演了一次精彩絕倫的敘事戲法!
懸疑小說常有「不到最後一頁不知結局如何」的吹捧語,不過通常是吹水。
但《殺戮之病》卻貨真價實的到了「最後一頁」(準確說是「最後半頁」)才來一個天翻地覆大逆轉﹣﹣可以透露的是:(!!!SPOILER ALERT!!!)讀者一開結便墮入圈套。

我願意用書面的叫賣口號來形容《殺戮之病》:石破天驚的詭計!

23.10.07

Spoiler!!! Alert!!!


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台灣讀者一定是世上最愚蠢的讀者。

或者:
在台灣出版社編輯心目中, 台灣讀者是最愚蠢的讀者。


Markus Zusak的暢銷書《偷書賊》在台灣推出了中譯本。這本書別開生面地以死神的主觀角度說故事,不過死神才開口沒說幾句話,台灣編輯便急不及待跳了出來:

我遇過偷書賊三次。(編按:「偷書賊」為本書女主角莉賽爾的別稱。)

這句「 編者按 」在第3頁出現,死神還在九曲十三彎地解說自己的身份(他沒有劈頭便說「我係死神」),女主角莉賽爾還未登場,台灣編輯便斷定讀者自己一定無法領會本書敘事手法的精妙,忍不住插嘴作了無謂的說明。

台灣編輯喜歡畫公仔畫出腸,並非新鮮事,他們的「導讀文化」早已是令人瞠目結舌的文化奇觀。
買一本台版書(特別是外國文學中譯本),你得到的不單是書的內容,還附送大堆由大學教授、知名作家、文化紅人甚至當紮明星執筆的專文推薦。說是導讀,當然也是傳銷。

本來,閱讀的最大樂趣,是讀一些你不知道、沒想過的事情。
走進陌生的時代,發現奇異的風土,讀到不熟悉的典故, 領教迴異的哲理……然後讓讀者親身發掘更多更多,其實是一種延伸趣味﹣﹣讀完Orhan Pamuk的《My Name Is Red》,你可能有興趣多讀介紹伊斯蘭藝術史,正如當年讀完《The Unbearable Lightness Of Being》的文藝潮民都想親自飛去布拉格。

最出色的導讀,也只應擔任作者與讀者之間一道溝通之橋。
橋的功能,是讓人由A通往B,不會無端端帶人遊花園。
導讀人的話,只應不多不少,寧缺勿濫。

可是台灣導讀人卻往往說多餘的話:
替多本著名偵探小說(Lawrence Block、Patricia Cornwell、Raymond Chandler)中譯本寫導讀的唐諾便喜歡天南地北九唔搭八大講自己的文化經驗,由佛家思想說到「我與張大春去KTV唱歌」﹣﹣我讀Lawrence Block的冷硬派小說,關張大個春屁事?理應從旁指導的「導讀人」,搖身一變成主動出擊的「文化評論員」,向讀者指指點點。讀者每每還未開卷便已對書本產生先入為主的印象,只能沿著「唐諾的觀點」去讀書。
(唐諾的導讀更曾結集成書﹣﹣這樣反而合理:擺明車馬教你讀書。我可以選擇唔睇。)

台灣導讀人又愛以「我」為中心,「我」字出現的頻率甚於書本原作者:「我」看過什麼電影、「我」聽過什麼歌、「我」另外還讀過其他什麼經典好書也罷了,最惡頂的還是他們為了更強調「我」的存在,常常用上「我個人怎樣怎樣」的表現法﹣﹣唐諾為 Patricia Cornwell的書寫的導讀便出現「我個人在電視上看到……」的奇句﹣﹣「看電視」當然是「個人」啦,我從未想過可以找「他人」代看電視 。

「我個人愛說癈話」還比較合語法。

拜託各位導讀大師惜字。



(071002.01)

「不應說的也說了」導讀第一位:
焦雄屏為錢德勒經典作《大眠》寫的序言,本來好地地在分析錢德勒作品處理女性角色的手法,冷不防竟然出現「論者喜歡提到他寫《___》中的女兇手……」這樣殺風景的「穿橋」文字﹣﹣那本《___》(書名是我故意隱去的)只有一個重點女角!完全將「誰是兇手」的趣味趕盡殺絕。
當讀到焦先生寫「女兇手」時,我電光石火間想到疑凶的真正身份:佢﹣老﹣母﹣



(071023.02)

近年台灣部份推理小說導讀已經開始附有《Spoiler Alert》警告句,是進步,為讀者守住了偵探小說最重要的樂趣:
像處女初夜,揭破“whodunnit” 的快感只得一次。

14.9.07

misreadings 2000's


(070914.01)

大陸近年出版大量哲學經典中譯本,同一本書可能有北京上海廣西重慶多個不同譯本,大部份照本硬譯,還好也有譯筆通達的,正是把哲學書當消閑讀物(兼生活拮据)的我的良伴。
近年大陸出版社的新招是把嚴肅書娛樂化:推出加入彩色插圖的所謂「圖文版」(例如作者提到文藝復興便加插一張油畫圖),令本來如同字海的枯燥文本增添可讀性(起碼編者是這樣打算吧?)。這也是外國出版的新潮,暢銷書如《A Brief History Of Time》、《Da Vinci Code》、《Shadow of the Wind》這些熱門書都推出過圖文版,不講都是經作者授權的,像大陸出版社這樣「自己動手」的實屬怪胎。那也一種偏離作者原意的詮釋,不過大可以隻眼開隻眼閉便是。

可是這本維根斯坦(我無法改用大陸譯的維特根斯坦)的《文化的價值》卻未免太離譜了吧?單是書名譯便大有問題:《Culture and Value》就麼譯都應該是《文化與價值》,「文化」與「價值」本來是兩個對等的詞,「文化的價值」卻只強調了文化的「價值」。正如假使我要寫一本《召妓與藝術》,我的主題可以是探討19世紀藝術家與妓女千絲萬縷的關係如何影響當時的畫風,但把書名改為《召妓的藝術》,我寫的極可能是一本叫雞指南!

再試讀幾段內文:
1) 我是這樣一個一個人嗎?一個不可能創立一個學派或者一個不可能到這一點的哲學家?我不可能創立一個學派,因為我並不想被人仿效。一句話,我不是那種通過哲學雜誌來發表文章的人。
2) 我要給我的學生講述那些風光的細節,因為他們不能合理地熟悉業務。

現在再看廣西師範大學出版社根據Routledge出版社《Wittgenstein and the Philosophical Investigations》中譯本內同樣引文的不同譯法:
1) 到底是,只有我才不能創立一個學派,還是說,沒有哪個哲學家可以可以做到這一點? 我無法創立一個學派,因為我真的不想被人模仿。至少,不想被那些在哲學期刊上發表文章的人所模仿。
2) 我要向學生描述一處極妙的風光,他們卻總在雲裡霧裡。

兩份譯文南轅北轍,難以想像出自同一文本。我無意推想誰對誰錯(可能兩份都錯﹣﹣後者比較通順,但不代表正確),不過我倒想知道,讀這種書長大的文藝青年們將會走入怎樣的哲學迷陣?




(070914.02)

江蘇人民出版社根據《Slavoj Zizek: Live Theory》一書翻譯成的《齊澤克寶典》,有這樣一段文字:「在中國餐館吃飯的時候,他最大的擔心不是將在酒桌上與其他人觥籌交錯,而是實際上死於同他們共餐。」

這段奇文怎樣讀都形跡可疑。好在英文原版在幾間大書店都找得到,結果發現原文是這樣寫的:…his greatest fear is not that he will somehow fall into an orgy with his fellow diners but actually end up sharing a meal with them.

我真的開始為那些上帝的火雞擔心。

misreadings 1980's


(070910.01)

在沒有Page One、amazon.com、也沒有錢的年代,志文出版社就是窮人的Routledge。
光價錢已讓人沒話說: 這本《上帝之死 》香港版(=翻版?)才索價$4.5,馬上成為不少窮酸文藝青年(=我)讀西方哲學的第一本書。
那些又長又蹩扭、準確性成疑的硬譯文本,深深影響著我的心智成長–﹣作者序言劈臉而來的小標題《對一切價值的重新估價》石破天驚,比荷里活千萬金元電腦特技更震撼我10+歲心靈。

不過我好多年之後 ( 因為用了好多年才把書讀到最後)發現,翻譯者在書後聲明所有小標題都是他額外加上的。
換句話:不是尼采的論述,而是一種類似「廚師推薦」的包裝標貼吸引了我。

此外,這本書的原書名應該是《反基督》,而不是《上帝之死 反基督 》。
譯者表示雖然覺得不太恰當,但「基於另一種考慮」才將《上帝之死 》當成書名。他沒有說考慮些什麼。
(這本書其實是尼采對基督教教義的批判,如果要讀他關於「上帝之死」的論說,我其實應該讀《查拉圖斯特拉如是說》。)

然而無論是加標題還是改書名,都是對原作的詮釋、改編甚至背叛。
譯者/編輯的意志無可避免地強加到原作之上。在我們理解真正的尼采之前,他們已把正貨收起,換上「志文版尼采」。
這種手法跟尼采的妹妹將尼采的手稿編修成符合希特勒胃口的手法並無二致。

當年我們讀的尼采/叔本華/沙特,極可能只是「誤讀」:在失真的譯本之中,建構出「我們想象中的尼采/叔本華/沙特」。不過從另一個角度看,我們從中讀出「我們想讀」的哲學思想,即使結果千差萬別,卻可能在混沌中誤打誤撞,塑造出我們自己的哲學,到底也是一種修煉。誤入歧途也有誤入歧途的風光,至少可以自得其樂。

回頭看看我們曾經心懷敬畏逐字逐句細讀的文字:﹣﹣
「…是不是真的不是一種審美的態(能)力使得人類如此長久的停留在愚昧之中?對于真理,需要一幅生動的結果,也期望知識的愛好者在感官上刻下強烈的印象。我們的謙遜干犯了人們最長久的嗜好。他們對那個看得好清楚,這些上帝的火雞!」
﹣﹣讀到這裡,我無法不笑到眼水標。

10.9.07

žižek


(070907.01)

如果Slavoj Žižek 80年代活在香港,他一定是個《助聽器》作者!

那天與李藍打書釘,隨手翻開 Žižek的近作,赫然發現他93年寫過一篇《為什麼Laibach和Neue Slowenische Kunst不是法西斯?》,Žižek指Laibach的表演方式是一種震盪療法,讓人無法再對法西斯陰魂視若無睹。我開心得捉著李藍直嚷「你看你看!」那絕對應該登在《助聽器》上。

Žižek(大陸譯作齊澤克,台灣譯紀傑克)是歐洲近年最火紅的文化論者,自89年第一本英語作品至今,已經出版了差不多三十本書,產量驚人。他承襲了拉康的心理分析學說,論述當前社會各種現象,由歐美政治體制到希治閣電影、由宗教美學到女性快感,什麼話題他也可以議論一番,可說是自Roland Barthes、Susan Sontag以來最有魅力的知識明星。

與他的前輩不同, Žižek不避俗,喜歡引用流行文化作為舉証。在他的文章中,David Lynch/未來戰士/大白鯊/道聽途說的政治笑話代替了高深莫測無人讀過的經典,與馬克斯/黑格爾/極權國家/反猶太主義平起平坐。2002年Verso出版社策劃推出9/11事件評論叢書,Žižek交出的書名居然是《Matrix》中Morpheus對Leo說的一句台詞:“Welcome to the desert of the Real!”(歡迎光臨真實荒漠)。Žižek將艱澀嚴肅的話題變成愉快的流行閱讀,因此既受爭議又受歡迎,叫人又愛又恨。

大陸近年翻譯了他多本早期著作,十元八塊的價錢實在令我口水直流。遺憾的是,雖然大陸的翻譯水準進步很大(起碼少了天書式的奇文),但是錯起來還是有錯得鬼哭神號的時候,而且一旦涉及歐美流行文化便往往死機,讀得一頭煙。錢銀鬆動的話還是買原文版好。

據說Žižek本人供稱喜歡挖鼻、聞汗臭(還好是自己的)、看咸片、搞cybersex、「甚至閱讀Colleen McCullogh的小說」(聽起來好像比看咸片更惡劣)。
他還很無厘頭的曾在祖家斯洛文尼亞選過總統、做過外交大使。
光聽這些已覺他會是個不錯的伴。

always crashing in the same car


(070905.01)


(1)Clare的角度﹣﹣

Henry說:「妳看,Clare —Baby Punks!」 我看到他指著Laura的14歲妹妹Jodie和她的男朋友Bobby Hardgrove。Bobby弄了個綠色的Mohawk頭、爛tee加扣針全套,Jodie則努力地扮Lydia Lunch,不過效果像一隻髮型出了事的浣熊。他們似去萬聖節派對多於聖誕派對。兩個人又窘又防人。但Henry顯得興緻盎然:「 嘩。他們多大?12歲 ?」
「 14。」
「讓我算一算﹣14歲 ,現在是91年,那麼他們是…天呀,77年生。我覺得很老,我要再喝一杯。」Laura托著一盤Jell-O shots經過廚房,Henry拿了兩杯一口氣吞下,扮了個鬼臉。「好樣衰!」我笑道。「妳猜他們聽什麼歌?」Henry說。
「不知道。為什麼你不自己過去問?」
Henry一臉戒色:「噢不,我會嚇怕他們。」
「我看你是怕了他們才真。」
「妳可能說得對。他們看來那麼脆弱又青澀的,像嫩豆芽。」
「你試過穿成那樣子嗎?」
Henry不屑的哼了哼。「妳說呢?當然不。那兩個小朋友在模仿英國Punk。我是美國Punk。不,我比較喜歡Richard Hell那種打扮。」
「不如你去跟他們聊聊吧,他們怪寂寞的。」
「那妳要拖著我來給我們介紹。」我們像列維﹣史特勞斯走近食人族那樣小心翼翼穿過廚房。Jodie和Bobby則像自然頻道上看到的小鹿般隨時準備落荒而逃。
「呃–嗨,Jodie、Bobby。」
「嗨,Clare。」Jodie說。我識她一輩子,她現在卻怕生起來。於是我知道這一身Neo-Punk打扮一定是Bobby的主意。
「你們好像有點–呃–悶,所以我來把Henry介紹給你們。他好欣賞你們的衣著。」
「嗨,」Henry尷尷尬尬的說:「我只是八卦–我想知,你們平常都聽些什麼?」
「什麼聽些什麼?」
「我是說–音樂。你們喜歡那些音樂?」
Bobby生猛起來:「well,the Sex Pistols。」他說罷,頓了下來。
「那個當然,」Henry點著頭:「那麼the Clash呢?」
「也聽。還有,唔,Nirvana…」
「Nirvana不錯。」Henry道。
「Blondies?」Jodie生怕說錯般道。
「我喜歡Blondies,」我說:「Henry也喜歡Deborah Harry。」
「Ramones呢?」 Henry問。他們齊齊點頭。「Patti Smith又如何?」
Jodie和Bobby一臉茫然。
「Iggy Pop?」
Bobby搖頭。「Pearl Jam。」他終於想起一個。
我插嘴:「我們這兒沒幾個電台,」我告訴Henry:「他們很少機會聽到這類東西。」
「噢,」Henry說,頓了頓:「那麼,要我寫些名字給你嗎?好讓你找來聽聽?」Jodie聳聳膊。Bobby認真的猛點頭。我拿出紙筆,Henry在餐桌邊坐下,Bobby坐在他對面。「OK,」Henry說:「得先由60年代說起,對吧?由紐約的Velvet Underground開始聽。然後轉到底特律,聽MC5、Iggy Pop and the Stooges。之後返紐約聽New York Dolls和the Heartbreakers–」
「Tom Petty那隊?」Jodie道:「我們聽說過。」
「啊不,完全不同的樂隊,」Henry說:「大部份隊員在80年代死了。」
「撞飛機?」Bobby問。
「海洛英。」Henry更正:「別管那,還有Television,Richard Hell and the Voidoids,和Patti Smith。」
「Talking Heads。」我補一個。
「嘿。我不肯定。妳覺得他們也算Punk?」
「他們當時也在啊。」
「也罷,」Henry把這個也寫進名單內:「Talking Heads。好,然後再到英國–」
「我以為Punk源自倫敦。」 Bobby說。
「當然不是。」Henry推開椅子:「很多人(包括我)相信Punk的精神就是向那些不對勁、甚至大錯特錯的事情說『幹它的』 ,而且要不停口、大大聲說,直至有人出來制止你為止。」
「對極了,」Bobby靜靜地和應,雞冠頭下的臉泛著宗教般的熱情:「對極了。」
「你在教壞細路。」我告訴Henry。
「就算沒有我教,他自己也遲早會領悟。對吧?」
「我在努力,不過不容易,在這種地方。」
「我欣賞你這努力。」Henry道。他一路還在寫他的名單。我從他的膊頭望過去:Sex Pistols, the Clash, Gang of Four, Buzzcocks, Dead Kennedys, X, the Mekons, the Raincoats, the Dead Boys, New Order, the Smiths, Lora logic, the Au Pairs, Big Black, PiL, the Pixies, the Breeders, Sonic Youth…
「Henry,他們在這裡不可能買到這些唱片啊。」他點點頭,在名單最下方寫上Vintage Vinyl的地址電話。「你有唱機吧?」
「我父母有一部。」Bobby答。Henry臉都蹙起來。
「妳自己其實喜歡聽什麼?」我問Jodie。我覺得自從Henry和Bobby舉行過一輪男士結盟儀式之後她便被棄在一旁。
「Prince。」她從實招來。Henry和我同時大聲「哇」了出來,然後我便開始大唱“1999”,Henry彈起來在廚房和我碰碰撞撞跳起舞來。Laura聽到後飛快找出原裝正版唱片來播,如是者,變了舞林大會。



(2)Henry的角度﹣﹣

離開Laura的派對後我們駕車回Clare父母家。Clare說:「你好靜啊。」
「我在想那兩個細路。那兩個Baby Punks。」
「噢,他們怎樣?」
「我在想那小朋友將來會怎樣–」
「Bobby。」
「–Bobby,追聽一些他出世那年製作的音樂…」
「我也曾很迷the Beatles,」Clare指出:「他們在我出世前一年便拆了夥。」
「何以會如此?我的意思是,你本來應該迷Depeche Mode、Sting或者甚麼的。Bobby和他的女友如果要扮有型其實應該去聽the Cure,但結果卻一頭栽進他們一竅不通的Punk裡去–」
「我覺得他們只想惹毛父母罷。Laura說她父親禁止她妹妹穿成那樣子出門,她便把衣服偷偷帶回學校女廁去換。」Clare說。
「以前個個都這樣做。那關乎維護自我個性,我完全理解,但他們現在為什麼要去維護1977年的自我個性?那他們應該穿格仔絨布。」
「關你什麼事 ?」Clare說。
「那令我沮喪。那提醒了我,我所屬的那年代已經逝去,不單逝去,而且被遺忘。電台不再播這些東西,我不知為什麼會這樣,好像什麼都沒發生過。所以我看見這兩個小朋友扮Punk時我覺得很興奮,因為我不想一切就此消失殆盡…



(3)我的角度﹣﹣

這是來自Audrey Niffenegger 2004年出版小說The Time Traveler’s Wife的其中一段。
要說這些年有那本書會讓我一邊看一邊拭眼,大概就是這一本。
這大段關於那兩個Baby Punks的描寫其實與情節無關(另外還有36歲男人和12歲女孩討論John和Paul、在Violent Femmes音樂會上約會的情節),但我那時讀著讀著也好想大叫「我那時也在啊!(I was there, too!) 」如果你「那時也在」便明白。
(Prefab Sprout是這樣唱的:and there’s nothing pathetic…if it proves that I had you, if it proves I was there. --“I Remember That”)

Henry是那個Time Traveler,他總是不由自主的掉進時光迷宮之中,回到過去,或是穿越未來。Clare就是Time Traveler’s Wife,她自6歲起便認識越過時空來找她的不同年紀的Henry(三十幾的Henry,四十幾的Henry)。為什麼他要頻頻回到過去探望Clare呢(152次)?這終極謎團可以讓人乘機大哭一場。

不過令我深深覺得這是「我們*的書」的,還是因為那股對音樂的執迷(況且提到我愛的Lydia Lunch呢!) *我們:80年代聽另類音樂大的一群。
要寫/拍/奏出觸動人的作品,靠的並不是甚麼前所未見絕世好橋surprise ending(不過The Time Traveler’s Wife也真的好橋),而是微小的、溫柔的執著。對普魯斯特來說是瑪德蓮蛋糕,對Niffenegger來說就是那些搖滾音樂。

說起來,我也是個Time Traveler。23歲的我,永遠留在Room 436。我掉進時光迷宮時,就回到那裡。一次又一次。

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